Winter of My Life
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Once more before we say farewell
Then I guess it's time I’ll fight for the things that I choose to believe
But baby don’t be so quick to cry cause you've been living a lie you made to hide the pain of some past experience in your life
And we can’t expect this happiness to last
When it's based on your bad decisions
So you can hate me or love me all the same
You've got your own agendas that don’t fit my priorities
But baby don’t be so quick to judge me cause it's my life my right to bask in my own light or live in your shadow tearing away at my soul
And all the pieces I will rectify and reshape in the image of the nightmare lurking within
To defeat all the demons that I keep inside while I ready myself for my chance at redemption
Then with my mind at ease I will find myself again

I know we both have made mistakes
I fell in love way too quickly
But it's not as though you acted differently
So don’t insult me with the tears in your eyes
You don’t know if you love me
How could you love me when you know damn well you never fucking tried
And so you might as well just self-destruct again and we can both be on our way
Instead I'm gonna build and embrace a relationship with all the pills I'm taking to erase you from my head
Consider it a medically induced excuse so you can say the one that you knew was at peace among the dead
Then when my life is easy again
When a heart and soul are no longer needed
My mind at ease I will find myself again

And all the pieces I will rectify and reshape in the image of the nightmare lurking within
To defeat all the demons that I keep inside while I ready myself for my chance at redemption
Then when my life is easy again
When a heart and soul are no longer needed
My mind at ease I will find myself again

Then with my mind at ease I will find myself again